Find myself in all aspects of life

The title should say it all I think. But to make it cleer. I wish to find my being and my abilities/powers within this life and my spiritual one. I wish to find the means to spread joy and love in a way that works with the pure power of thought and intention. To be able to be free from all chains and bonds that we have made for our selves. I have begun the journy forward, I've unlocked some things already and I continue with a steady pace.